Anger Issues

 This Saturday and and Saturday before I got really angry over my lack of ability to complete a few tasks in an efficient manner.  

Last Saturday it was changing the oil in the Flex.  This Saturday it was changing the faucets for Erphon.  

In either case I had to make multiple trips to the store in order to complete the job.

This past Saturday I got really upset with myself.  I was afraid I was going to be late and not be in home in time for Susie to get to her group night.  I cut my time so close that I was literally 2 minutes late getting home when I should have had 30 minutes or so to spare.  

And I got so angry with myself.  So angry that I  was screaming and cussing in the car.  

Where did that anger come from?  

Disappointment with myself that I can't seem to get things right with Susie no matter how hard I try.  

Disappointment with myself that I can't do these jobs more efficiently and confidently.  (Although the confidence is coming.)


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